First Blogg.

SO. Thaaanks to Stacy Yu, I guess I now have a bloggers account, haha. But yeaah. before I went through all the trouble of creating one, I was reading online some stuff I wish I hadn't. My curiosity got the best of me. Since I read it, I feel like everything I've been told was a lie and what I've been doing has been futile. I reaaaally dont know how to handle the situation since I'm so unsure, like always.. But either way, as 'strong and energetic' as I front, I'm too cowardly to actually say the what's bothering me. And the facade continues.

With that being said, creating a blog site brings back memories. I have a livejournal/tumblr and rereading it brings back SO MUCH memories. It makes me saad, haha ;___; But another interesting point came up. I never talk about friends much. Makes me feel lonely. Haha, but! Stacy Yu makes me feel like I finally have a girlfriend again since.. Elementary, haha. Don't get me wrong, I have girls I trust and love to hang with such as Katie Le, Gina Sok and Eva Li, but Stacy Yu actually GAME and is BOSS at it, HAHA XD Its cause shes her that I feel like not every girl is either a backstabbing whore, twotiming bitch or an innocent ditz, haha. I wish I could find that one BEST FRIEND I can come clean with and share the same interests in with, even though she's a girl. I want that best friend that they portray in the movies; a bond so strong, it lasts till death. Haha, either way, I'm still searching for someone that can make me look back at my past and smile, knowing that I dont need to wish to go back because I got all I need in the present.

I'm so tiredd at the moment. Imma edit my page tomorrow and probably start venting here, haha. It'd be a secret tells all so that I can look back one day and know what happened!